What if I told you that for the first time I'm afraid I'm becoming inhuman? I always had trouble socializing, it's a stigma I haven't been able to overcome and that might haunt me for the rest of my life. Of course we don't give up and must keep fighting. But lately, lately I've been more alone than before, cutting connections with my old friends. And what scares me is not the idea of losing them, I'm scared because I don't feel like I care... |
So yeah, it's interesting how when I was in high school I wrote a small text about how one of the goals of Transhumanism is to retain the good aspects of being human rather than becoming entities obsessed with processing data like a computer. Lately I don't feel like I would mind...
I'm more and more obsessed with my projects, I want them finished, I need them to continue. I'm tired of people talking the same useless things over and over, people moaning about untrascendent things like love and heartbreak when there's a huge world outside waiting to be discovered and problems waiting to be solved. I want to explore, I want to know, I need to create. And I don't have the time or resources to do it all so everytime I see people complaining about those idiocies or reading their latest breakup, I feel angry, I feel if I had their resources I could speed up my research rather than having them waste time, oxygen and what not just to do their everyday idiocies. But I need to remember Transhumanism and especially Extropy is about balance, I'm holding to some bonds but they just don't seem important anymore. Were they
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About the Author / Sobre el autorI'm Angel Arturo, currently studying an Engineering Master at UPV. I love Programming, reading, playing chess, watching anime and having long talks about philosophy, science and technology. Archives
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