Its weird but so far I only feel "happy" when working on something and getting results and the achievement per se, or as people call, the goal is far less attractive than the journey.
So now I'm no longer required to attend school and can dedicate full time to my projects, yay! I'm spending most time asleep and fighting with myself to get out of home, yay...oh wait.
Anyway, it seems getting out of home and focusing on projects still helps me fight against this wave of...I don't know what it is, apathy most probably although there's also a sadness and anxiety I have to live with.
I'll do my best to beat it.
On happier news, I'm passing the code to (yet again) another language as the engineer finally accepted that LabVIEW is not the way to comercialize our product. Obviously we would have to pay a license. Sometimes I worry that I'm going in circles and this will be the last version, if they ask me to make this all over again, I'll go solo.
I want new challenges over the old "making OpenCV work in another platform" and have plenty to start from, especially my robot partner that I'm intending to finish this year. I'm tired and its harder and harder to stay communicated with people, I just can't stand them! And as such, I believe its for the best to design a custom company that won't suffer due to my erratic behavior and won't make me suffer because of it either.
The MLegs v4.0 is working in Java, I only need Face Recognition and DB management (which I'll do in MySQL) to have what we used to.
SERBOT IV is going to be in...I have no idea, but most probably will try my hand with Python.
Wish me luck!